I have been wanting to sit and write. Yet I haven’t had the chance. The kids have been driving me batty. We are only at the beginning. For some reason they think they are in charge. Things are going to change. I cant live with the craziness of it all. I know the next 10 days are crazy. Once we get done and back from Winsted. They will be back on normal schedule. They are so out of whack.I know this is our fault with all the changes and not giving the boys enough “notice” of changes. We will work through it. I just feel overwhelmed.
I am so tired. I haven’t been sleeping good. Damn air mattress.I will be sleeping in a bed in two days. Two glorious days!!! At least that is what I am telling myself. I am just thankful for the roof to be over my head.
My grandparents, me, the kids and my mom will be saying good bye to Paul. I am hoping to hold it together in front of my kids. I am really worried that the tears will flow. I guess it is ok for them to see mommy sad daddy is leaving. We will cross that bridge when we get there. I hope time slows a bit so we can do what we need to do. I have had such a headache. I know stress induced. I will be glad when it is done. What is with humans needing such a schedule, a routine?
I have been reading Lynnette Krafts book. Check her out dancing barefoot button. She is having a sale on them right now. Go buy it and enjoy it.