So I took yesterday to vent. I am taking today and the weekend to do what I feel like doing. Then Monday my recommitment. I have talked to a few ladies and some asked to reconsider reapplying in April. I can’t personally. I will cheer ya’ll on. While I continue to do what I do.
I can tell you last night was the first time in weeks I had a soda. 3 sips and told my husband it was all him. I went and got some crystal light instead. Got light head from the soda. No thank you. I will stick with my coffee addiction.
We will be spending the weekend going through the house and packing away what we don’t need or use to drop at donation centers for Haiti. Clothes and stuff that don’t fit. I went and bought four packs of water for them. We will also be packing away stuff we aren’t using. We got told this morning chances are we are going to be stationed somewhere other than where we are now. Which is fine. We did agree South Carolina is a place we will retire too.
I am still watching what I put in my mouth but not being as ridged. This is me just working through my stuff. We have had a crazy two weeks. A lot I have left off my blog, twitter and facebook. A lot of emotional baggage brought back up. That I had left in the back. I am putting back there until I have to face it. For now I am ok. Yesterday like I told Lisa was the day that everything just came to a head. Now I get to work through it. I trust when she says all I have to do is call. Believe me Lisa I am sure come April when he leaves and I come back from CT you will be getting the calls.
The next few days are for me to regroup and come up with a new game plan. I will figure it out