I have met the most amazing doctor. His name is michael powers. He has a job opening that i have been persuing. He is willing to look at my boys records with no charge to me. He is willing to teach me how to fight for them correctly. He has pointed me to the right advocates for them.
I am finding my power of prayers and thoughts. I had lost so long ago. I am finally having real chats with god as crazy as that sounds. I mean real talks asking for the answers that I am seeking.
My husband is wonderful. I have been really having a hard time dealing with him. I have taken a step back and realized that he does so much for our family.I guess at times we get so caught up in ourselves that we forget what made us fall in love with eachother. I love paul for the following reasons
-I can be me wether it is goofy, sad, happy, mad and he still loves me no matter what
-He has backed me in whatever decsion I have made
-He has given me two beautiful children. Has allowed us to pursue adoption and open heartedly accepted this
-He steps up and helps with the boys,the house, whatever needs to be done
On wednesday we will have been married 6 years. We have been togeather 7 and known eachother 8. I cant count my blessings enough that this man loves me. I have seen how others love and interact and I am happy that i dont have that drama. Dont get me wrong every marriage has its issues but we get through it. We have a mutual respect. I can come to the floor with whatever issue we may have. He thinks about it and usually we work it out. How many people have the kind of love that you still get butterflies in your stomach when you think about your partner? How many people can say That they love their partner as a whole and you truly miss them while they are gone? Paul and I have that kind of love. I hate being away from him at night. He is my safety. He is the first man to do that. There have been times when I have doubted we would make it. Those doubts have left. I just enjoy my husband, my best friend. I love you babe.
I have joined a few commities that have made me feel like I belong. I am going to photograph relay for life in waterford. Breast Cancer is an important cause to me. I have lost loved ones to this disease.
I have joined an autism group. The woman are amazing. They are so full of knowledge that I cant imagine not knowing one of them. They are going to help me get a chapter going in my area.
Not to mention more joyce came today…..Love her Thanks G for introducing me to her. She has been a god send….