We said goodbye and gave our hugs. I cried even though I didn’t want too. They just fell. My boys did so well. They didn’t cry. They told daddy they would write him and draw him pictures everyday. I am ok until I go into my bedroom and realize that bed is going to be empty. That I won’t have to giggle with in the night and comfort me when I have a bad day.
I am so tremendously proud of my husband. I couldn’t ask for a better partner but I do feel like a peice of me is already missing. As we were leaving Blake told Paul ” Dont worry Daddy I am going to wish on all the stars for all the super powers to take care of mommy”. The tears came even harder. He shouldn’t have to worry about protecting mommy.
We will be ok. We have our first invasion visit coming in a couple days. I can not wait. I hope you all have a great night. We are going to do bath and snuggle time. Then I am going to find some chick flick to watch.