I took the boys to the free Ice cream night. They had a blast. Though it was the custard and not ice cream. Gotta love the baseball league.
So I went yesterday to meet with company that Hired me for a Final meeting. When walking in the door I had the sinking pit in your stomach kind of feeling. I knew something was off. Out came Mr. Slick you know the kind of guy that just gives you the creeps. Yeah that was the other boss. I sit talk with him about duties and responsibility. It is nothing like the Assistant boss had said. I feel bamboozled and defeated. I feel like my time wasted and invaluable. Had I known this job was not what it seemed at the time I wouldn’t have accepted. Since when do the receptionist become responsible for pushing product as well? Not in all my years of experience. So annoyed.
I just have this feeling of defeat. I saw a light at the end of this dark tunnel and it is dark again. I am thankful for my mom support and help. We are awaiting this move with anticipation. I am searching hard for a position but unfortatnly ct is lacking big time!!!I am sure that is everywhere. I just know right now we have sunk and that weight is keeping me down. I have faith we will get out of this. I know we will. It just sucks to have your emotions played with.
So tomorrow it will be on to bigger and better things. Today I take away the realization that if things seem off to go with your gut instinct.
I guess there will be days like this.