We here in the Caiafa Household have a lot weighing on our hearts and minds. I was talking with the Pastor at a local chuch about why we should choose his congration. The more we talked the more we felt at ease. That this church isnt one that wants to take all your funds. There are quite a few down here. I am willing to give to the church but not 25% of our pay. I think we have found our church. We had a long discussion of forgiving ourselves and other. Let the burdens Go.
So here we go
I forgive myself for caring so much of what others think of me and my family. We are not perfect and nor can we ever be. I forgive myself for not always being the best mom. That is what makes us human. I forgive myself for caring so much for others and wanting to help that sometimes I forget about me.
I forgive the friend who let jelousy come between our friendship. Even though my marriage never stepped in the way of our friendship but your jelous girlfriend did. When I needed that shoulder to cry on and to say goodbye. Your shoulder was gone. I forgive you for not keeping to your promises.
I forgive those who have hurt me so deeply that I could breath for days and did nothing but cry.
I forgive my husband for not wanting to face the fact that we did not make perfect children. They are demanding and all time consuming. I forgive that you forget they are kids with specail needs and that you need to make time for them. That you need to stand up for what is right for them. I forgive you.
I forgive my husband for not truly understanding how hard it is to be a stay at home mom to these boys. That is hard to be constantly stuck in this house becasue we have but one car. I forgive you for screaming when things arent always done but I chose to sit on the floor and play and laugh with your children. That sometimes that is more important.
Start your forgivness. Sometimes we have to remember to turn our burdens over to god and just go with it. I cant keep worrying that I am going to offend one and get yelled at for not doing my job. I am me and I am human. I think sometimes we all get caught up in the chaos that we forget to turn to the one who can free us.
This holiday season has been so differnt for us. We still have another 22 days according to Blake. I am liking not have the demands. I like not feeling weighted down for some of the things on my heart.
Now on the giveaway page we have some really cool giveaways going
Corel digital Studio really easy fun computer program for editing 12/8 ending
Yes to Cookies for those with adhd issues, diabetics and more 12/10 ending
Sprig toys No Batteries required and eco friendly ends 12/12
Now go check them out and remember to start forgiving